suka duka cerite sem 2~

arini aku baru balek dari pahang..

baru sampai ke melake yg terchenta..

chenta la sgt..

hmm..

ngan ini bermakne..

aku dah pon menutup kisah hidup sebagai student tahun 1..

maknenye pasni jadi dak tahun 2 la..

sepanjang sem 2 ni..

aku leh kate yang sem ni sebagai sem yg sgt mengejutkan..

challenging..

penuh ngan cinte dan air mate..

aku pon x sangka sampai gitu kisah sem 2 aku..

sem 2..

maybe wat mase ni..

sem ni yg aku akan paling ingat skali sepanjang idop ni..

dlm sem ni aku byk blaja..

selain blaja mom,de ngan survey..

aku byk blaja tok bersaba..

aku belaja tok menerima kehilangan..

menyayangi & menghargai org..

dalam sem ni jugak aku sedar..

kite xleh nak benci2 org sgt..

sbb akhirnye..

maybe org tu lg baek dr kwn2 kite sendiri..

dari org yg kite sayang..

sem 2 kali ni sgt byk kesahnye..

sgt byk peristiwa..

tp bg aku..

semua ni takdirNya..

dugaan hidup..

Dia penah bg aku kemanisan nekmatNya..

dan mungkin skarang Dia ambil balik..

tok aku tau tinggi rendahnye dunia ni..

aku x ske nk cerita peristiwa2 buruk yg jd dalam sem 2..

sbb byk kot..

n maybe akan singgung perasaan sesape..

aku x mau begitu..

sbb aku pon x suke org guris2 perasaan aku..

bia la perkare yg berlaku ni terus belalu..

dgn memory sem 2 ni..

tp ade gak perkare yg menggembirakan..

bagi diri aku..

sgt2 bermakne..

mungkin mereka2 x faham..

tp aku tau..dan aku yakin..

mereke akan faham jugak....

sem ni jugak aku merasa kehadiran seseorang..

dan aku merasa kehilangan pada masa yg sama..

aku yakin ade hikmah di sebalik sume yg berlaku..

aku pecaye..

mase akan memulihkan segala2nya..

cukupla kot aku nk cite psl sem 2..

hope a better sem 3 will come..

kite tutup kisah sem 2..

ngan seribu memory kite besame..

hipokrit~entry pertame dalam bahase ibunda..

yeah!!..

setelah beberape lame aku tinggalkan dunie blog ni..

akhirnye aku kembali dengan bahase ibunda..

hehehe..yela kan..da abih da blog 4 english..

but..

sometimes i ll use english also 4 my entry...

huhuhu..

aku datang kali ni ngan tajuk hipokrit..

bile da cakap bahase melayu ni..

senang sket kot nk hentam set2 hipokrit nih..

hehehehe..

based on my true story..

ade la sorang kawan ni..

kawan dalam hidup aku..

skali tengok die..perangai die..

kompem org akan ingat die ni baek..

die lawak..

die hebat..friendly..etc..bla,bla,bla..

nk dicitekan pnye baek la appearance die ni..

smpai aku2 pon tertipu..

serius kawan2..1st time tgk die..

aku pk die ni baek..

aku pon bekawan la ngan membe ni...

aku ske sakat die..ske tgk reaksi die..

memule aku ingat xde ape la kan..

pasal aku anggap die budak baek..

tp at last..

x smpai setahun kot..

perangai sebenar kua jugak..

bak kate pepatah melayu kan..

bangkai gajah xkan leh tutup ngan nyiru..

nak dijadikan cite la..

aku dapat tau dari sumber2 aku..

die ni upenye hipokrit je kuat..

kalo depan org..

layan org baek cm dewa-dewi..

cm die org paling suci dlm dunie ni..

tp blakang kutuk2..bg nickname buruk2 kat org..

ya Allah..perangai ape tu??

bile org cm nk marah die..

die bg 1001 alasan sampai org x jd nk marah..

kawan2,pembace yang dikasihi..

aku pon bkn la nk kesah sgt ngan die ni..

sbb aku tau..

org yg aku cite ni..

kompem pnye ade kutuk aku gak..

even ktorang penah baek..

but what im try to mention here..

jgn la ade perangai busuk cmni..

kite ni manusia..

xleh nk bejalan meninggi diri kat bumi tuhan ni..

xleh nk hipokrit cmtu..

once people know your true colour..

then they will abhor you dear..

kalo da tau perangai sebenar..

makin benci kot org kat kite..

ape gune kite bekawan..

kite mintak tolong..

tp at last..

kite kutuk org tu balek??

kawan2..

jangan la sesekali wat cmtu..

kalo x suke..

xyah nk wat baek kat depan..

kalo benci..

ckp je benci..

seriously..

aku betol2 benci set2 hipokrit ni..

xyah la nk wat cmtu..

hmm..

ok kot..

same2 la kite amek iktibar ye..

yang baek datang dari tuhan..

yang buruk dari diri ini sendiri..

tapi hakikatnye..sume dari tuhan..

daa..

friends-the last entry about this topic..

actually i am quite bored to post a comment about friends,its relationship and so many things about it. this is relationship is very subjective,and people keep translating it in their own ways, in their own style and language.and other people keep taking advantages behind this pure relationship. the quitely makes profit from their friend, for example, pay less for money they had borrowed, and skip doing work because they think it is their friends, and their friends will not harm them.. even what they do..

i interested with my bestest friend statement in his recent entry.. our best friend today is the worst enemy for tomorrow.. it is a painful reality that everyone should acccept..within this relationship, without realising it, we hold grudge to our own friend,because we are not abe to scold them, to yell at them or even to complaint anything..just because we do not want to hurt them..bit by bit..anger,hate and even jealousy nurtured in us..and we start to avoid our own friend..and sometime, our action hurts our own friends, and they still don't know why we act like that..sounds a little bit cruel but this actually happening in everybody..and in every friendship.

old mans says..we shall not love ones full heartedly, as we will feel the pain double..i used to against this says but things going to happen daily in my life..and i admit now, that this quote is quite true..but for me, we can avoid this things, we just need to become more honest with each other and please.please do not take advantages on your own friends.. this will only make thing worst and worst..

readers, do think about our relationship that we have now..do we realy appriciate it??or we just satisfy with one or two people that close to us only?the answer lies within your mind..

satisfying people heart..

in our life,we will undergo so many obstacles,tests and challenge..and everytime we need to face it, it will make us stronger,build up our spirits and most importantly,it give us experience..experience to valued the life that we have now..and sometimes, every action that we decide to take,seem will give a good impact in our life..

and yet,sometimes it accidently effect people around us..

belive it or not, in every action that we made, we take precautions so that no feeling will be hurt

we decide everything carefully,and think about it wisely before we made up our mind

but in fact, we just a human, a slave that full of weakness and we are nothing .

we can't even know what people really want from us..and what they expect us to be..

and we always thought that we are just right, and we had satisfied all people around us..

same goes to me,sometimes i really don't understand, why suddenly problems occur in every action i take, and sometimes people become unsatisfied with me..

and just leaving me with bunch of questions in my mind..

is it all my fault??

what have i done??

what should i do??

can everything back to normal??

and as a result, it burdens me ..bit by bit..

i just a human..i repeat.i just a human..

i admit that i cannot satisfied every people around me..

i can't predict what they feel..what they expect from me..

and..

maybe some decision that i made might hurt others..

deep from my heart, i ask for an apology to all people..

where maybe they unsatisfied with me..

please accept my weakness and we accepting each others..

and again..

very sorry to all..

moments that not always come along..

my memories with them..

our "larian kakom"..hehe

our statue..C4 block..hehe

my bud playing tennis..pali

my practicum guys..H4P2

Being too choosy..is it good?

everybody in this world trying to get whats best for themselves..everything that they want, they will choose things that they think suit them wel..everything in life from tees, foods, beverages untill their life partner.but what about person being too choosy in their life??and what the worst thing is, they likely to insult things or person that they think not look really good. for me, as a consumer and as a person that will decide my own life..i also make choices, i do select the best thongs for my life..but at the same, i will not try to insult anything that not suit me well. being too choosy, is a very very bad habit, where it might hurt others feeling, make people dislike them and many more..

i kept on thinking why people need to be so choosy, and they will simply insult things or person that they dislike..eventhough people that they insult never,even once, to hurt them.. why this choosy people must punish someone for their weakness??  their weakness was created by dear lord Allah,and as a SLAVE in this world, we should accept whatever weakness in others life, because we ownself have weakness..

being to choosy actually will expose our own weakness instead..while we keep busy judging people,another person will start to find our weakness and they started to judge us.even we did small mistakes in our step,they will crush us down,they consider it as a opportunity for their revenged.as a result, our arrogance actually brought us down and expose ourself to danger.

remember a things, that nobody..i repeat nobody in this world a born as a perfect person..so perfect until they deserve to judge people..and become too choosy. actually, this behaviour is really annoying.so people out ther..go make some changes in your life and accept whatever was created in this world..

a piece of advices for you dear friends..

dear friend,

we didn't make any expectation that we can know each others and will befriend untill all this happens..but bear in minds dear,that this was fated,we meet and get know each others..this is one of His gift to us..

friend,

we go through so many moment together,we had fun together and we undergo hard time together.every moment we shared together without fear.as it always give us hope to be together all the time..don't you realise friend,how much love that created between us,didn't you see my friends how strong the bond that keep us together..

my friend,

life is not always happy..this is a cunning world,dangerous and full of colours...we as human in His world,will also face all the obstacles and problems..can't you see my lovely friend,how strong we are when we are together,eventhough it is very hard to deal with the situation,we face together and we are protecting each other.this is the result of love we made everytime we are together..

but why my friend,

 sometime,you just don't care about our feeling,my feeling..why everytime you need to deal with your problem,your tense..you try to blast it all to your own friends..why my love,what makes you bear to do such cruel act to us..is it too much sin that we had done to you??

why friend,

what make you bear to say mean words to us??is it your own friend always make you angry?bear in mind my lovely friend, we are just a common people..people makes mistake and sometimes the keep making mistake..if true friendship lies in you..then you should have forgiveness act to us your friend..i just want you to know that we will never to say such harsh thing to you,just for one reason..we love you..

friend,

you are looking for perfectionist in your life,you feel anxious when everything was not done according to your plan..remember my friend,we are just a human,full of weakness and not perfect.we know that you are one of the most perfect person in this world,but i just hope you didn't expect us to become as perfect as you..i repeat that we are just human and we are full of imperfection..

my friend,

we never isolate you in our activities,we try so much to get you involve in our plan,as we can share the moment together..but why friend,everything seem not good for you,you  just simply dissapoint us,simply refuse to join us..didn't you think what a gigantic dissapointment you give us..hence,you try to go far away from us..is it because we are too disgrace for you??

my lovely friend,

we never expect that hate and anger will break our love bond,and crush every of us..we never ever want this to happen and we use all of our might and patience to avoid it..just know my friend,we are not happy for this thing happen,and we go through hard time since this thing happen..i just want you to know..

remember my friend,

once you lost your own friends,then you will realise what is the meaning of this friendship..and you will know how much we love you..we always try to feel your problem and try to help you..when you lost your own friend and you need to face this cruel world by yourself,you will feel all the pain that you gave us..and when that happen,there is no use to drop your tears and crying even till the end of your life..

just to remind you my friend,

thanks because you used to be such wonderful friend..from today onwards,you are free to do whatever you like..i ask for an apology cause i always become a troublemaker for you..and now,you just follow your own path,decide whatever you like..and we will just follow your flow..i pray sooner or later,you will have a perfect friend just like you..and i pray for your success in your life.till then,bye..