LIFE IS A PRECIOUS LONG JOURNEY..

kredit to miss affizza aka blog mutiarawarna sari!

2010-08-24T20:18:00.000-07:00

hye sume2!wah..da lame jugak tak mengupdate nih..huhu.

maybe saye da hilang minat da kat blog ni kot.plus esemen dan test yg mendatang*walaupon banyak tiru jek..besela student kan*. walaupon petang ni saye ade test lagi,saye gagahkan jugak badan,otak serta jari jemari mengupdate blog neh.cube tgk title kat atas tu..ha..sebenarnye aku wat entry ni khas tok miss afiza,empunye blog menarik mutiarawarnasari sebab ade tag saye.jarang saye dapat tag ni,so cam x perasan pulak da kene tag.,mintak maaf ye cik afiza,sebulan pas di tag baru la nak jwb soklan2 awk neh.*dasar malas*..

Bismillahirrahmannirrahim..mari kite mulekan..

syarat2:

-mesti menggunakan huruf pertama dari blog anda

~ L=life is a precious long journey

-Jawapan xleh berulang

1) nama anda:

err..Lucky Hazwan..haha

susah kot name start drpd L

2) perkataan 4 huruf:

Laki

saye sorang Laki (lelaki)dan bakal jd laki org..haha

3) nama budak lelaki:

luqman~

membe baek saye mase di matrix wpon org panggil taksin jep..

4)nama budak perempuan:

Linda

name gurl yg saye agak suke dgr..

5) pekerjaan:

Lorry driver

haha..bole la dalam bi kan

6) warna:

lavender

warne ungu cair..walaupon ade lebih 17000 warne dalam dunia,

warne drpd huruf L susah nak carik gak..hoho

7) sesuatu yang anda pakai baju di luar dan dalam:

err.. x paham sebenarnye,so x jwp la.haha

8)makanan:

laksa.

lame x makan nih!

9) sesuatu yg dijumpai dalam tandas:

lampu

liquid soap

mesti ade punye dalam jamban tu..huhu

10) tempat:

Londang.

kat situlah terletak matrik melaka,matrik ku.=)

11) alasan bila terlewat:

lambat bangun tido.

mmg salu la gune yg nih..haha..

12) sesuatu yang anda salu jeritkan:

Liverpool!

yeah..mmg sgt minat pasukan ini oh!

13) tajuk filem:

Lost

drama pon bole la kan!hehe

14) minuman:

lime juice!

kalo kepale pening mmg layan ni jela..

15) kumpulan muzik:

lefthanded

yg ade nash ngan man kidal tu..

17)nama jalan:

laksamana hang tuah,jebat etc..

byk kat mlake tu..x caye g cek..haha

18) jenis kereta:

lamborghini

hehe..

yg 2nd tag pulak..wahaha..byknye~

amek jela skali..xpekan fiza..huhu

1)apa nama blog kamu dan kenapa kamu letakkan begitu:

life is a precious long journey

kerana sesungguhnya hidup ni adalah sebuah perjalanan ke alam yg kekal hakiki.

2) apa nama url blog dan dari mana datangnya idea ini:

http://hazwanbaek.blogspot.com

inspirasi dr seorang sahabat yg suke menyambung name sendiri ngan perkataan baek.=)

3) apa method dalam penulisan gadis kecoh?:

sape tu??

4) pernah tak rasa nak hapuskan blog?sebab musababnya?:

pernah sebab rase malas nak update..wahaha

5)pernah ahli keluarga anda baca blog ni?

tidak pernah sebab tak di reveal.cousin je penah..

6)apa perasaan anda bila ada org ckp blog anda buruk,sedangkan ada yg kata blog anda cantik:

owh..x rase pape..

sume bebas beri komen kan..=)

7) bila blog anda diberanakkan?:

err..x ingat tarikh spesifik tapi mase kelas english tahun 1 sem 2..

haha..

8)siapa org pertama yang tahu anda ade blog?:

semua student a02 BAE..

9) apa perasaan anada bila ada org berkata tentang blog anda di sekolah?:

courious!

nak tau ape dorang dok umpat blog saye nih..haha

10)5 org yg bakal di tag:

1) siti masarah

2) siti noraini

3) muhammad aminuddin

tu due xtaulah sape..haha..

hah..selesai pon..sejam suku nak jwb 2 tag ni..semoga berpuas ati ye cik fiza..

owh..hydraulic x stdy lg ni..test kol 2 ptg..

T_T

bila dunia di tangan mereka yg alpa..

2010-07-05T11:17:00.000-07:00

jam menunjukkan pukul 2.18 minit pagi ketika aku tgh online2 fb.*dok umah oh,lyn fb jela *

tgh syok2 melayan karenah kawan2 kat fb,tetibe aku terpukul dengan status seorang sahabat yg berbunyi begini.."mahkamah spain benarkan abortion,ape kowang rase?".wah,ape ni?ape yg da jd ni?nape jd cmni ni?

terus aku dgn tangkas dan pantas*ala-ala ninja asassin* meng'google' tok carik articles tersebut.owh,jumpe jugak akhirnye!*mcm susah sgt nk jmpe*.artikel panjang lebar dalam bahasa inggeris tu aku telaah tiap2 bait ayatnye.tertarik benar aku akan cerita yg terpampang di desktop lappy benQ aku ni..*promote sket*.wpon mengalmi sedikit kesukaran memahami bahase,aku bejaya gak phmkan isi kandungan artikel ni.

katenye,parlimen Sepanyol baru sahaje meluluskan akta menggugurkan kandungan untuk wanita,x kire la da kawen ke,blom ke..dan undang2 ini sah pada wanita seawal usia 16-17 tahun!

tetapi perkara ni akan di 'informed' pade parents dorang.undang2 ini dilakukan dengan alasan 'abortion' atau pengguguran adalah hak seorang wanita,selain menganggap undang2 ini sah dan melindungi wanita.

agak terkedu aku bace artikel ni..lantas aku terfikir betapa berubahnya sepanyol masa kini.kalo nk dilihatkan sejarah,spain satu ketike dulu adalah salah satu negara Islam di bawah pemerintahan umaiyyah,dimana spain dapat di takluk umat Islam dan menjadi salah satu negara besar islam.ingat lagi name2 seperti alhambra' dan andalusia?tu sume asalnye kat spain.

hak ape yg cube ditegakkan oleh spain ni dengan membenarkan satu nyawa tidak berdosa dibunuh begitu saje?bek ko bg je org len g bunuh2 org,merompak merogol sume,lg bgus.*emo2*

tp bila dunia di tangan mereke yg alpa?ape yg bole dikatekan lg..cume berharap agar keadaan kembali berubah.mujurlah masih ade yg sedar di spain saen yg masih wat demonstrasi tok halang akta baru ni..hmm..tah la..xtau la mau katekan ape lg...huhu.

p/s~moral of da story,marilah kite sokong german world cup ni!haha..ade kaitan ke?

hah lawa pon!

2010-07-05T11:08:00.001-07:00

aku baru je tuka layout blog..

layout sebelom ni bodo r..

mcm tah pape je..

aku letak gamba tgh,die pegi tepi...

abih cm serabut je entry aku..

yg ni nmpk kemas sket..huhu..

pasni nak try carik layout yg harmoni2 sket r..

baru la nak bace pon x sakit mate..wee~

edisi piala dunia: bastian schweinsteiger

2010-07-04T21:50:00.000-07:00

bastian schweinsteiger

bagi peminat german dan bayern munich,mesti kenal dgn schweinsteiger nih.

dia adelah pemain bola sepak kelahiran german berusia 26 tahun.

schweinteiger adalah pemain berkaki kanan dan salu main di posisi tgh aka midfielder.

die main tok kelab bayern munich di german dan pd tanggapan saye..

merupakan antara midfielder terbaek di dunia..

dia memulakan kareer sbg pemain bola sepak di akademi bayern munich

sebagai pemain muda kelab tersebut.die dikatakan selalu bercuti

di pergunungan alps dgn wayne gretzky,pemain luncur ais di switzerland.

*kwn baek la kot dorang due nih

dikatekan sebagai player yg mempunyai kehebatan dribble dan set piece,

schweinsteiger sgt cepat menyesuaikan diri dalam bola sepak dan cepat mendapat tempat dlm pasukan simpanan bayern munich.

die memulakan debut dlm pasukan senior mase champion league melawan RC Lens

masuk sebagai pemain gantian, die memberikan impak yg besa dlm game tu..

dan sejak tu,player ni semakin dpt tempat dlm kesebelasan utama bayern.

bg pasukan kebangsaan,die memulakan kareer dalam perlawanan persahabatan menentang hungary pd tahun 2004

die juge terpilih mewakili german utk euro 2004.tp german kalah r mase tu..

da greece yg mng en,nk wat cane..

die jugak menjaringkan 2 gol kebangsaan wat petame kali pd 8 jun 2005 mase lwan rusia.

dan gol pertama dalam pertandingan utame menentang tunisia pade 18 jun 2005 dlm piala confiderasi.

dan sejak tu,schweinsteiger terus kukuh dalam arena bola sepak.

huhu..smart a player ni..aku agak suke r tgk die men,

tambah2 world cup kali ni die menjadi lak.

die ade terlibat gak perang mulut dgn maradona,

maradona ade la ejek die dgn ckp lebih kurang cmni,

"what the matter schweinsteiger.are u nervoushhh?"

last2,hamek ko german mng 4-0..die assist 2 gol lak tu..

ternganga a maradona tgk..tu r,len kali jgn belagak sgt..

huhu..

ok2..smpai sini dlu,ntikan update2 seterusnye..wahaha..

oh sembahyang!

2010-07-01T08:26:00.000-07:00

sebagai seorang muslim,adalah satu kewajipan untuk kite menunaikan solat walau dalam ape jua keadaan.solat adalah perkara yg wajib dilakukan dan termasuk dalam rukun islam dan merupakan yg kedua dalam rukun islam.Rasulullah telah menerima kewajipan ini secara 'direct' daripada Allah S.W.T .secara tidak langsung, ini merupakan sebagai satu simbolik betape pentingnye sembahyang atau solat dalam kehidupan kite..

namun dalam kehidupan moden ini,ramai umat islam yg telah mule mengabaikan ibadah ini..owh sungguh memranjatkan apabila ada analisis yang dibuat menunjukkan 80% daripada umat Islammasa kini tidak bersolat..kalo la ade 1 bilion umat islam..maknenye yg solat dlm 20 juta org je..lg 80 juta??err,,maybe x nmpk kot die solat..

memule saye macam xnak percaye gak drpd analisis ni..sebab 80% bukan sket tau..terlalu byk kalo nk dipikirkan..tp akhirnye saye mule sedar apabila ramai manusia sekeliling saye yang seakan mengabaikan solat. bahkan ade yg saye kenali tidak pernah meninggalkan solat,tp akhirnye berubah dan x nmpk lak die solat sepanjang saye dok ngan die.keadaan ni semakin lame semakin rumit.saye akan berdepan masalah apabila bersama dgn golongan yg terlupe utk solat.kerana golongan yg bersolat tinggal sedikit,saye jadi semcm kekok utk minta izin bersolat,setiap kali mau meminta izin,saye terpakse memikirkan agar mereka x terase dan mengelakkan mereka mendapat malu.

bg sesetangah mereke yg berdepan masalah seperti saye mungkin akan mengambil tindakan utk sama2 tidak bersolat dan kemudian mereka2 alasan seperti sama terlupa dan terleka..owh,jgn buat begitu kawan..itu tdak menyelesaikan masalh,bahkan akan menambah masalah..

bagaimana saye menangani masalah ini?ade beberape perkare yg saye lakukan utk mslh2 ini.antarenye:

1.yakinkan diri bahawa kite tidak melakukan sebarang kesalahan dgn mintak izin nak semyang

2.mtk izin utk pergi dengan memberikan alasan laen,contoh nk g tnds..etc2..

3.kenali rakan anda dan pilih rakan yg sesuai setiap kali mau keluar hang out.

4.kualah waktu2 selepas waktu solat..

5. xyah kua langsung..lg senang..

ingatlah sembahnyang merupakan perkara penting yg msti kita lakukan wpon telantar sakit..

jgnla kite campakkan diri ke lembah kebinasaan hanya kerana kita malu dengan kawan2..

tepuk dada..tanya iman..sekian..

ariel peter..porn??!

2010-06-28T04:20:00.001-07:00

ariel..

sebut je name ariel peterpan..sape yg x kenal dengan mamat ni..

die adalah vokalis terkenal kumpulan peterpan..

selain ade suare yg lunak merdu,ariel juga sorang yg kacak dan macho..

peterpan jugak cukup top dengan lagu2 yang hebat seperti mungkin nanti

yang telah pon menyapu banyak anugerah dalam industri seni..

walaupun kumpulan peterpan ade masalah dalaman dan berpecah dan sebagainye,

ariel masih mempunyai value dan masih mampu nak carik makan dalam

industri tanah airnye..

namun ariel maseh ade kelemahan,beliau dikatakan banyak mempunyai skandal

dengan artis2 wanita popular dan telah bercerai dengan isterinye..

saye telah dikejutkan dengan satu berita yang menyatakan

terdapat lebih 30 video lucah yg melibatkan ariel dan beberapa artis lain

seperti luna maya yang telah terbongkar gara2 laptop milik ariel dicuri.

kejadian ni telah membongkar sikap sebenar penyanyi top ini..

sejak kejadian itu,ariel terus dikenali dengan nama ariel peter'porn'

wah..banyaknye video penyanyi kacak kite ni da wat..hebat tol..

mampukah ariel terus hidup dalam persada seni sekarang setelah ape yang berlaku?

saye pon tiade jawapannye..

tp mungkin inilah akibat dan kesan apabila kite meletakkan agama tah kat mane2..

bila tuhan nak ambil balik nikmatnye..dalam sekelip mate sahaja..

segala aib yang kite telah lakukan dibongkarkan..

lihatlah semula diri kita..dan pastikan kite mengambil pengajaran daripada apa

yang telah belaku pada si penyanyi ini..

kat sini ade la sket pencapaian yg telah dikecap oleh peterpan..

Tahun 2002

Rookie of the Year 2002 versi Majalah Hai

Tahun 2004

Group Pendatang Baru Terngetop SCTV Music Award
Triple Platinum Album Taman Langit

Tahun 2005

Anugerah Carta Era - Lagu Rock Pilihan & Carta Terbaik
Penjualan Album Terbaik Sepanjang Tahun, MTV Music Award 2005
Band Paling Ngetop di SCTV Award -2005
Album Pop Group Ngetop SCTV Music Award - 2005
Lagu Paling Ngetop, SCTV Music Award - Mei 2005
Best Favorite - Artis Indonesia MTV Asia Award - 2005

owh..boleh ke lg dpt cmni??

yeah..mari berblogging!

2010-06-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

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wah..sejak sekian lame akhirnye aku kembali berblogging..
jd sebagai permulaan ni..saje la nak welcome diri sendiri..
act susah kan nk berblogging skrng ni..bkn sng ooo..
nk carik topik lg..malas lg..nak layan fb lg..
so..tu lah kek yg aku akan ingat dalam hidup aku..
wpon tu sekadar gamba hiasan dalam pos kali ni..huhuhu
so..setakat ni dlu..smoge sentiase aku ade kekuatan untuk berkongsi suke duke aku..
hope korang pon bole hepy bile bace blog yg x seberape nih..=)

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2010-06-27T09:00:00.000-07:00

nantikan

kelahiran semula...

...

bla..bla..blah...

2009-11-16T23:27:00.000-08:00

hye sume..

suda agk lame terstop memblog ni..

bkn sbb ape..

skang kan ngah final..

so byk mase abis stdy jela..

x sempat nk memblog sangat..

pejam celik..pejam celik..

luse da nak start cuti sem da..

pastu naek sem baru..

banyak mende nk cite..tapi..

cite2 sume nak reserve dlu tok special entry sem 3 nanti..

byk bende yg saye leh blaja dalam hidup kali ni..

palin terase skali..

betape pentingnye study tu..

nti kite x tecicir..

org da advance..kite kat blakang lg..

just nk kongsi sket..

tentang sikap org yg bajet dy bagus..tp hakikatnye..

saye jd bol2 x suke ngan org cmni..

yg rase dy leh setelkan sume keje ngan mase yg singkat..

tp at last..

nyusahkan org len...

ingatla..

manusia ni terbatas kebolehan dy..

jgn expect leh wat sume..

akhirnye timbulkan kemarahan org je..

kepade org CAMNI..

berubah la..

ade lg 5 sem tok kamu berubah..

x payah selindung sebalik rupe dan kepetahan bcakap tu..

sbb bangkai gajah..

xkan boleh ditutup dgn nyiru..

huhu..

ok2..

rasenye cukup la dlu..

till finger and keyboard reunite..

daa!

ketahuilah olehmu wahai diri..

2009-11-06T23:57:00.000-08:00

wahai diri..

kau selalu dibelai dan disayang..

pmintaan laparmu dipenuhi..

pmintaan hausmu diikuti..

ketahuilah wahi diri..

dalam kemanjaan dan kasih sayang..

kamu insan yg serba kekurangan..

kamu bermegah dgn dirimu..

kamu tanpa segan silu mengarah yg laen..

utk kesenanganmu..

sedangkan kamu pada hakikatnya..

x mampu berbuat ape2 pon..

kamu ingin berada di puncak dunia..

sedangkan kamu x mampu walau memnuhi kehendakmu sendiri

kamu bangga mengarahan yg laen..

tanpa kamu sedari..

kamu membuka pekung sendiri..

ketahuilah wahai diri...

kamu sentiasa mahu selesa..

kamu sentiasa mahu gembira..

sedang pada hakikatnya..

kamu x penah menjaga hati org lain..

kamu bangga dengan kemenangan mu..

kamu gembira dgn kehebatnmu..

sedangkan kamu tidak tahu..

betapa kamu insan biasa..

yg hanya penuh dgn rasa ego..

dan kamu sebenarnya tidak sedari..

kamu hanya takut pada kegagalan..

ketahuilah wahai diri..

kegagalan mengajar erti kehidupan..

kegagalan membentuk manusia yg tabah..

kegagalan mengajar erti kejayaan..

mengapa kamu begitu takut dgn kegagalan?

mengapa begitu takut digelakkan?

dan kamu gemar bertindak mengikut emosi sediri..

sedarlah kelemahanmu wahai diri..

sedarlah wahai diri..

dunia bukan dalam genggamanmu..

dunia bukan dalam kawalanmu..

sebaliknya kamu akan hancur dengan kebodohan sendiri..

dan hanyut dalam dunia fantasimu..

sedarlah..

teman2 mu bukan hamba untukmu..

sedarlah ketika kamu masih selesa..

yg kamu masih boleh binasa..

wahai diri..

kamu mahu menjadi manusia hebat..

sedang penuh keburukan dirimu yg kamu x ketahui..

penuh kehinaan yg kamu jadikan caramu..

berubahlah..

hiduplah dengan dirimu sendiri..

belajarlah berdikari..

sedang kamu masih sendiri..

sedarlah diri

khas untuk org yg nak jd hebat..

padahal bende2 simple pon xleh nk wat..

xyah mimpi la siang2 hari..

huhu

duit??

2009-11-06T09:45:00.001-08:00

wah..sangat semangat nk pos blog skang nih..

xtaw la nape..mabe sebab da trase sonok kot....

erm sblm tu nk gtaw la..

maybe ppasni..

blog saye yg suram ni..

akan diceriakn dgn sedikit gamba2..

inspirasi dr blog2 len...

cm menarik je ade gamba2..

huhuhu..

eh??duit??

huhuhu..

arini sye teringin nk cite pasal duit ni..

sume org yg kat lua tu..

yg tlalu kejakan duit,moh bace cite nih..

"pade zaman dulu kale,ade sorang ni yg sgt kaya..

dy suke sgt carik duit bebanyak..n da jd habit dy..

sebelum tdo dy nak kire dlu duit dy,bru dy ase nantok..

satu hari,duit dy kene curik org..

dy pon tnsion n g wt aduan kat pnghulu kmpung..

"duit sye kene curik tok!skang sye susah nk tdo!"

ckp si kaye tersebut..

so penghulu pon tnye la

"ape kamu salu wat ngan duit tu?blanje?"

"x tok,sye suke simpan pastu sye salu kire tiap kali nk tdo.

kalo duit tu btambah,sng ati sye,bru leh tdo.

skang ni saye da xleh nk tdo da!"

tok pnghulu pon pk la kejap,tetibe dy dpt idea..

"ha cmni,kamu ganti je duit tu ngan batu,pastu kire jela tiap2 malam"

si kaye pon bengang n cakap..

"ape ni tok!jgn la memain.."

"sape lak yg memain,duit yg kamu simpan tp x manfaatkan,

same la cm kamu simpan batu je.."

jwb pnghulu tersebut..

si kaye berase sgt malu n akhirnye dy tnggalkan umah penghulu..

wah..

dari cite ni leh la kite simpulkan..

kekayaan jgn la nk simpan smpai x pakai2..

jd sape2 yg kaye tu...

blanje2 la saye!

heheehe

its a damned me..

2009-11-06T06:12:00.000-08:00

wahahaha...

lame btol x update blog ni..

lately mmg malas nak update sebenarnye..

kering idea + malas+ internet lembap..

dan macam2 lg la...

actually..

saye post blog ni special edition..

sempena final exam sem 3 2009/2010..

wah..

kejap btol rase sem ni..

n 2009 pon bakal melabuhkan tirai..

x sangke btol la..

td da pon bemule paper 1st saye..

n dak2 civil engineering yg len..

islamic institution..

ase2 sume ok kan??

yeah go 'civil'lian!!

dgn dok sblh chip yg jwb esei cm nk tulis novel..

n sblh gurl yg nmpak relax dan steady...

ase2 sume ok la tu..

so asenye x telambat lg nk ucapkan

slamat berfinal kawan!

to:

dotarian p22: gud luck dlm pejuang,both in dota n exam..

house'crazy'mate:go joes!you can do it!

BAE friends : may His bless will alwez be with you

UMPrians: gudluck in ur life!!

final years: bye3!

hope ade idea n kekuatan nak post blog lg..

n also kekuatan nak stdy paper selase ni..

numerical method kot..

dotarian coursework sume hebat2..

lastly..

together we conquer da world..

daa!!

perihal dirik0o: ku membencimu..

2009-09-11T04:53:00.000-07:00

entah kenapa..

perasaan ni semakin bari..

semakin menebal..

aku semakin lemas..

dihimpit perasaan sendiri..

perasaan benci yg tidak dapat dibendung..

terhadap kamoo...

maaf..

aku cume membenci kamoo..

hanya kamoo..

dan bukan yg lain..

tak sanggup lg aku melihat muke kamoo tu...

menonton kerenahmu..

dapatkah aku bertahun2 lg..

melihat kamoo dihadapankoo?

melihat kamoo disitu?

oh Allah...

bantulah hamba mu ini..

menghumban perasaan ini...

aku hanya membenci dy..

da semakin mendalam perasaan ini..

bantulah aku..

untuk aku mengawal perasaan ini..

untuk si 'muke' ketat..

perihal dirik0o: mozac0206~the controversy..

2009-09-06T01:53:00.000-07:00

huhu..da lame asenye x update blog

xdak idea la plak..td ngah rilex2 jap..

saye pon terfikir tok cite pasal ni..

perihal zaman hijau putih dlu..

this is my batch..

sekolah muzaffar syah(mozac) 02-06..

batch 0206..

slaku ahli batch ni..walaupon xla femes sgt..

n recently da jarang join aktiviti yg dorang wat..

tp saye rase batch ni sungguh kontroversi..

byk tol perkara yg da belaku sepanjang 5 tahun kat skola..

kat sinilah tertulis sume kisah suke duke kami..

sebagai student kat mozac..

dibenci,dihina,dmarahi..di herdik..

tetapi akhirnye..

kami yang dihargai dan paling cikgu2 rindu..

*yeke??

haha..perasan suda..

dis is da list of what had happen in our 5 years in school:

FORM 1:

1st time dorm campur f1 sampai form5..
dilabel sebagai batch pengadu(kaki report)..
ramai ade abg or kakak in form5..(temasuk saye..hihi)

FORM 2:

ade problem ngan hakim@aseng..exco mase tu.
sorang budak dibuang,popular sebab dy kantoi 'fly' n ngaku rokok satu plastik dy punye.
satu kelas dilabel sebagai paksi kejahatan..
student mule berkurang sebab dibuang..sket2..

FORM 3:

penurunan peratusan 8A PMR yg agak mendadak!..
kelas dirombak x mengikut keputusan final form 2..
kejayaan 100% A dalam PMR subjek b.malaysia

*time ni kurang kontroversi sbb 1st time exam besa..

FORM 4:

'batch cleansing'..student form4 ramai dibuang skola akibat pukul budak..
dituduh mencurik henfon form5..akibatnye,few student dipukul n satu batch kne ganti fon 2..
pemulaan kontroversi ngan adek 'sayang' form 3..
riot pade bulan pose! form2 n form3 vs form4..hahaha

FORM5:

pergaduhan berterusan ngan form4..
form 3 tetibe nk berbaik n mtk tlg kat kami..
kami serang dak form4 yg pengecut 2..
satu batch form4 cube pukul SEORANG drpd kami..
kontroversi 'port dickson'..
kontroversi g8 dan 'geng biru'
dan problem mase sehari sblm spm..kami sahaja yg taw..

nilah antare bende2 yg jadi sepanjang 5 tahun sbgai student di mozac..

byk bende yg blaku..pahit manis..

sumenye kami jadikan pengalaman hidup kami...

Ramadhan dan Keberkatan..

2009-08-22T00:45:00.000-07:00

Alhamdulillah...

dapat jugak saye bersama Ramadhan untuk kali ke 20 dlm idop saye..

masih ade lagi barkah Ramadhan buat aku kali ini..

yela..

bulan yg penuh barkah...

syukurla kite dapat peluang hidup didalamnye...

menjelang Ramadhan ni..

kite leh jadikan sebagai batu loncatan tok ubah diri kite..

contohnye,para perokok bole berubah mase ni..

leh train tok x membaka duit lg..

leh kite jd salu dekatka diri pada tuhan..dan macam2 lg..

tp adekah segala2nye mesti di wat mase Ramadhan saje??

contohnye,adekah kite perlu pospone nak mintak maaf kat org smpai bulan pose..

ataupon da raye..baru kite nak mintak maaf??

ataupon menjelang pose je..

kite mintak maaf atas alasan bulan puase..

bkn kerana keihlasan atau kesungguhan hati kite??

mmg Ramadhan bulan yg penuh barkah..

yg dicantikkan dengan amalan2 yg dah kite lakukan sblm datangnye Ramdhan..

saye menegur diri saye dan sume pembace..

dan kite same2 fikirkannye...

salam..

perihal pengajaran:ikhlaskan dirimu..

2009-08-16T21:46:00.001-07:00

tuhan dah menganugerahkan kita..

setiap manusia di muka bum ini..

dengan sekuntum senyuman..

senyuman perkara paling mudah dilakukan..

ia menyenangkan hati...

memberi gambaran yg baik terhadap diri kita...

sebagai tanda keramahan dan kelembutan hati...

dan juga..

satu sedekah...

kenapa kamu sukar memberikan senyuman??

senyumlah..

buang sejauhnye ke'ketat'an muke kamu..

perihal dia dan aku: hmm..

2009-08-14T21:18:00.001-07:00

apa yg anda rasa...

bila ketiadaan org2 kamu disisi..

terasa..

KESEORANGAN??

KESUNYIAN??

TIADA KAWAN2??

BERPURA2 BIASE??

hmm..

...

perihal universiti dan diriku: waktu & hari itu..

2009-08-14T03:00:00.001-07:00

dub..

dub...

debaran menanti hari itu..dan waktu itu..

mampukah diriku??

perihal pengajaran: sindiran;keperluan atau kemusnahan??

2009-08-07T01:39:00.000-07:00

topik di atas sangat menarik minat saye untuk post blog kali ni..

saye ingin sekali tahu adekah menyindir,ataupun perli ini..

satu keperluan dalam hidup kita..

atau sebaliknya..

satu 'habit' yg perlu kite kikis dan buang jejauh..

sampai sekarang pon..

saye masih lg mencari artikel2 berkenaan budaya menyindir ni..

melalui pemerhatian yg saye da wat..

perli,atau sindir menyindir da pon sebati dlm budaya kita..

bile kite rase x puas ati..

rase marah kat seseorang..

kite lg prefer tok perli daripda berterus terang..

setelah saye wat sedikit kajian..

pada pendapat saye..

sindiran ni perlu pade mase2 tertentu sahaja..

contohnye..

tok wat org yg mls atau x reti wat keje..

rase malu skit..

n jadikan sindiran sebagai mangkin tok die wat keje..

tu sgt2 bagus..

len la kalo org mmg da x reti wat keje..

tau nk begantung kat org len je...

mmg da xleh wat ape la..

patot bunuh je org cmtu..

tp pade kebanyakan mase..

sindiran leh mendatangkan kesan buruk..

selain jadi pemangkin tok org wat keje..

sindiran leh gak jd pemangkin kpd pergaduhan..

org yg kne perli..

mesti nk balas balik walau dengan ape care sekalipon..

kate2,tulis kat blog,sabotaj dan macam2 lg..

dan kadang2..

leh mendorong pade perkare yg x baek..

pade perspektif ni..

perli atau sindiran..

umpama kata2 nasihat yg halus..

yg memang makan dalam..

tp pade mase yg same..

ia merupakan satu opsyen tok tak berterus terang..

jadi..

kite same2 fikirkan keperluan untuk menyindir..

jgnlah kerana kata2 kita..

berlaku pergaduhan..

atau perkara2 yg tidak diingini..

kerana pulut,santan binasa..

kerana mulut,badan binasa..

jahat..

2009-08-07T01:19:00.000-07:00

jahat!

jahat!!

jahat!!!!

anda mmg jahat

...

perihal universiti dan diriku: perkasa annual dinner..

2009-08-03T09:47:00.001-07:00

to all ump's civil engineering students..

i urged to come to our grand annual dinner..

held on 16th August 2009 at bukit gambang resort..

we promised you an exciting moment..

delicious food and fun activities..

at only rm37 nett..

come and support our society..

perihal diri dan keluargaku:my beloved cousin..

2009-08-01T21:25:00.000-07:00

dis pic adelah cousin saye..

name die nurul Nadia..

memasuki 20 tahun walaupon ketinggian die x nmpk cmtu..

she's my cousin,and also my bestest friend...

sume perkare pasal saye..

die mesti akan tahu..

even cmne pon saye sembunyikan..

and she always think wat is da best for me..

saye mmg sangat rapat ngan die amd another cousin..

coz kami ber3 yg sebaye dalam family..

wpon da saling berjauhan disebabkan faktor asrama, study dan macm2 lg..

but we still keep in touch..

saye berserita tentang dia kerana agak terkejut..

apabila dpt tau yg die xde da kat mesia..

ptot la saye col x dpt2..

rupenye die da trime offer keje kat oversea..

eventhough saye galakkan dy tok further studies..

tp saye sentiase sokong pilihan die...

kerana die lg matang dr saye..

and she knows what best for her..

kepada nadia..

be strong there..

eventhough this is my 1st raye without you..

you alwez be remembered..

balik nti ko cite la sume yg jd kat aku..

n be the same nadia yg aku kenal..

sejak zaman hingusan lg..

da..

perihal pengajaran:kutuk mengutuk perkara keji

2009-08-01T09:09:00.000-07:00

kutuk mengutuk,kate mengate,dan mengumpat..

3 perkara ini adalah perkare paling feveret tok org buat..

x kira laki ke,pompuan ke..

sume mmg layan kalo bab mengutuk mngate ni..

even saye pon ade gak wat..

sampaikan ade yg menyinggung hati beberape pihak baru2 ni..

saye mintak maaf..

lidah lebih tajam daripada pisau..

quote diatas dah terang lagi bersuluh..

bahawa budaye mengutuk,mengate memfitnah,

malah memerli ni adelah perkare yg x baek..

kerana daripada kata2 manusia..

mungkin akan menyebabkan pergaduhan dan pertengkaran..

kate2 manusia juge boleh menyebabkan dunia ni berperang!

kite lihat sahaja bagaimana hitler,

seorang pemidato yg baek..

bole mempengaruhi rakyat german tok menyokong dia..

jadi..

kate2 merupakan satu senjata dan pada masa yg sama..

satu alat membunuh..

tetapi..

pada hemat saye..

ade jugak keadaan yg jadikan mengate ni wajar...

tp still x baek ye..

juz wajar..

contohnye,waktu kite nk luahkan isi hati..

kite nk buang segale yg terbungkam kat hati..

bile kita rase ingin berkongsi..

waktu ini..

memang kita perlu bercerita..

tetapi..

penyampaian biarlah jelas...

jangan sampai ade yang salah faham..

mcm kes saye baru2 ni..

mungkin ade yg salah paham..

menyebabkan keadaan sedikit kucar-kacir..

lh skali..

saye mintak maaf..

jadi..

anda fikir dan nilaikan..

perihal pengajaran:kesalahanku..

2009-08-01T05:38:00.000-07:00

saye baru sahaje pulang dari ump ke melaka..

memandangkan virus h1n1 yg semakin menular..

peringatan kepada semua..

sila berjaga2..

dan amalkan cara hidup yg bersih dan sehat..

saye telah terbaca tagline yg sungguh menarik drpd sahabt saya..

tagline yg diletakkan sangat memberikan inspirasi kepada saya..

ia jugak menyedarkan saya tentang kesalahan saya..

tagline yg berbunyi..

MENGAPA WUJUD KEBENCIAN DALAM PERSAHABATAN..

apabila terbaca ayat ini..

saye terus terfikir..

mengapa perlu wujud perasaan itu??

saye mule muhasabah diri..

ye..

ade bait2 kebencian yg telah wujud dlm persahabatan saye..

dan saye menyalahkan diri saye terhadap ape yg terjadi..

saye hanyalah manusia..

yg lemah dan lupa..

saya juga selalu melakukan kesilapan..

sama seperti anda..

di kesempatan ini..

walaupon blom lg menjelang puase..

apetah lg raye..

ingin meminta maaf kepada mereka..

iaitu semua kawan2..

atas segala sindiran atau kesalahan yg telah saye buat..

semoga kita dapat hidup dalam keadaan aman dan tenang..

da new revolution..

2009-07-30T11:44:00.001-07:00

setelah agak lame mendiam + x update blog..

aku pon update la sket2 ni..

actually..

sepanjang aku diam ni..

aku ngah carik stail yg seswai tok blog ni di update..

setelah usha byk2 blog..

berinspirasikan blog sahabatkoo..

selepas ni penulisan aku pon mungkin berdasarkan kluster..

tp kluster2 yg seswai..

lom lg decide..

jd..

nantikan update2 terbaru drpd saye..

huhuhu..

tak tahu malu..

2009-07-14T09:05:00.000-07:00

yeah!!..

akhirnya kembali ke ump...

walaupon xdela teruja sangat pon...

ehm..berbalik kepada tajuk aku pde post kali ini...

xtahu malu...

ape yg anda sume tau tentang x tahu malu?

ataupon anda penah berdepan ngan org yg x tahu malu??

cmne anda setelkan manusia2 begini??

ade sorang manusia yg bg aku..

kne benar ngan post kali ni..

org yg dah kutuk2 aku..

ckp aku tu..

bg gelaran aku ni..

n hidup kami mmg saling x selesa antara 1 sama lain..

aku teruskan kehidupan aku ngan biasa..

berkawan ngan org yg benar2 ikhlas berkawan dengan aku..

aku cube jadi seorang survival..

yg survive tok hidup sendiri..

tapi manusia ni..

x puas menyusahkan hidup aku dan yg lain2..

cube nk menagih simpati kembali kepada aku dan KAWAN2..

setelah die dgn seronoknye..

buat aku cm sampah..

apekah mende ini??

sape yg lebih sampah sekarang??

sape manusia yg x bergune??

bknkah ini namenye x tahu malu?

org ini hanya tau gunekan org lain..

demi kepentingan sendiri..

pegilah..

jgn nk bergantung ngan org lain..

hiduplah ngan diri sendiri..

jgn jadi x malu..

jgn nk tunjuk muke tembok..

jgn nk tagih simpati x bertempat..

khas tok org x reti malu..

xde kaitan ngan hidup atau mati..

home...

2009-06-19T00:47:00.000-07:00

aku seorang student yg da biase dok asrama..

skarang ni masih lg menuntut..

dan yes..skarang ni dok hostel..

kalo nk ikotkan2..

da nk dekat 7 tahun da aku dok asrama..

kire da bese da kalo nk dok asrama ni..

da x kekok da...

kebiasaannye bg sorang student asrama..

kami da bese dok asrama..

mmg seronok..

smpai bile cuti je..

da kne balik umah..

badan je kat umah..

fikiran tinggal lg kat asrama tu..

same la kat aku pon..

aku ase cmtu..

bile da kat asrama..

ase nk dok smpai la aku besa kat situ..

konon xn balik da la...

bile kat umah..

fikiran ttp kat hostel...

tp ade satu perasaan yg pelik berlaku..

yg aku pon xleh nk tafsirkan..

perasaan ni dtg bile cuti da nk abis..

lg 2 3 hari nk balik tmpat blaja balik...

tetibe aku ase murung...rase x bez..

bknkah aku sepatotnye hepi...

aku da nk balik tempat yg aku dok pk dr strt cuti..

hmm..

apekah perasaan ini??

mungkin inilah yg dikatekan...

rumahku syurgaku...

bosan mane pon dok umah..

sgt berat hati nk tinggalkan umah...

huhuhu..

kepade kawan2 bae..

slamat meninggalkan umah anda..

dan selamat kembali ke ump..

dgn misi 2 minggu yg perlu diselesaikan..

new post...

2009-06-05T09:17:00.000-07:00

da lame rasenye aku tinggalkan blog ni..

tanpe update..

tanpe tgk die...

kalo la blog ni wife aku...

da tentu die da ngajok tahap gaban skang ni...

n tinggalkan aku termangu2 sorang kat umah...

tahla...

xtau...

buntu...

ape yg patot ditulis..

kisah kehidupan aku kah??

kisah cinta aku kah??

persahabatan aku kah??

hmm...

ntahla..

tidak tahu...

dan x tahu..

.....

err..

2009-05-20T15:06:00.000-07:00

sekadar hiasan

disaat engkau dilahirkan...

engkau menangis dan orang lain tersenyum..

berusahalah sayang!!

agar..

disaat engkau menghembuskan nafas terakhir..

kamu tersenyum dan orang lain menangis..

-hamka-

lagi skali amin tagged aku!!erk..

2009-05-05T04:23:00.000-07:00

hoho..

amin skang da rajen mentagged aku..

bg sesape yg x knl amin ni..

die kawan aku since form1 kat mozac..

huhuu..

meh nak jawab tag ko min..

1.adakah anda terasa hot?

yesza..kat melaka panas lak skang nih..uhuk2..

2.upload gamba kegemaran anda..

3.kenapa anda suka gambar ni?

xtaula..beliau nampak sungguh bergaya..haha

4.bila kali terakhir makan pizza?

23 april 2009..asyiq yang blanje..time kaseh asyiq..

5.lagu terakhir anda dengar?

you found me..the fray..ade kat blog sumone ni..

6.apa yang anda buat selain selesaikan tag ni?

check2 frenster..skype ngan ym..

7.selain nama diri sendiri..anda suka dipanggil dengan nama apa?

xleh gtau..malu la saye..tapi kalo nk panggil brad pitt pon ok gak..huk3

8.tag lagi 6..

1)ayu..

2)macho..

3)mazlina..

4)farahiayah

5)alqaf

6)maisara..

9.sape no 1 pada anda??

my..ehm..adela..hahaha

10.org no 3 ade hubungan ngan sesape??

td chat ngan die..die cakap ade..x gitu mas??hehe

11.kata sesuatu berkenaan org no 5.

kawan dunia akhirat..hahahaa

12.bagaimana pulak dengan org no 4?

farahiyah ngah enjoy duit pt die..tu die..hehe

13.sapekah org no 2?

macho..my best bud since skola menengah gak..sampai kat u..juge housemate koo..

14.bagi pesanan kat org no 6..

mai..aku sentiase sayang korang..

sbnrnye aku x penah lupekan korang walau sesaat pon..hukhukhuk..

sekian..

slamat menjawab membe2 tag sume..hehe

sayangkoo~

2009-04-29T00:45:00.000-07:00

oh cinta..

kini dirimu ada dimana..

ku sangat merindukanmu..

ku sangat membutuhkan dirimu..

oh cinta..

kuharap engkau cepat kembali..

jangan engkau pergi lagi..

jangan engkau tinggalkan diriku..

seringku rasa rindu ini menyiksa..

sungguh terasa..hidupku kini hampa..

bila kau tiada disini..

sayangku ingin engkau tahu..

sayangku ingin kau mengerti..

saat ini kumerindukan engkau..

yang jauh..yang jauh

ingin rasanya ku berlari

tu membawa engkau kembali..

dipelukku..hanya dipelukkanku..

oo..

jiwang la plak..keh3..lagu ni aku dedicatekan utk..aku sorang je tau..huhuhu

surveying~susah tapi x terase bile bersame kamoo..

2009-04-28T04:02:00.000-07:00

surveying ni..

kalo korang nak tau..

adalah salah satu subject civil engineering sem ni..

sem ni je nak blaja mende ni..

surveying ni cm ukur2 jalan la..

nk bg senang paham mende alah ni..

pasal subject ni..

student awam salu kne bahan gile2..

hitam la..paria la..bangla la..

da keje tgh2 panas..4 jam kot subjek ni...

mau x rentung sorang2..hahaha

aku pon kene la jugak mende ni...

tp bile aku dapat tau team aku..

aku rase sronok gile nak wat mende survey ni..

mereke sume sgt la baek dan rajen..

rindu kot nak wat keje ngan dorang..

mari aku perkenalkan group membe aku..huhu

faizah..sangat rajen dan suke makan..huhu

sakinah..tgk ape sakinah??die la sekretary ketua..

sgt hebat mengcollect data..keh3

afifah..juge sgt rajin dan komited..sungguh suke keje ngan die..

hazwan..yg ni tgk gamba pon da tau da..aku..bese2 je..

hehehe..pembantu ketua dikala die penat..

azizudin aka cip..sgt hebat wat traverse and topo..ketua la ni

sgt rajen jugak..huhu

kami yang keseronokan..topo da abis!!

sakinah yang menggila akibat tertekan..fifah jd mangse..

harap2 dimase akan datang..

aku dapat keje ngan org2 cmni..

dalam rating..

aku bg dorang 9.5/10..

mmg sgt bagus sumenye..

thanks 4 da whole sem..

thanx 4 ur cooperation..

till we meet again..

showing off~huhu..smgt kot post blog..

2009-04-27T21:29:00.000-07:00

dalam mase kurang daripada 24 jam..

aku da nk post 3 blog..

hahaha..

tetibe semangat nk berblog..

senang sket kot nk sampaikan opinion dalam bahase sendiri..

ataupon..

maybe ade byk mende aku nk ckp..

tp x tercakap dlu..

keh3..

showing off..

atau dalam bhase jawenye..

menunjuk2..

besa kot skop org ske menunjuk2 ni..

tunjuk laptop la..

tnjuk hanset la..

tnjuk keta la..

mmg byk kalo org nk blagak la kan..

tp aku nk cite pasal yg ske nk menunjuk psgn die la..

nk hebah satu dunie die ade bf..

hmm..

xyah kot cmtu..

kalo org2 jenis ni nk tau la..

kebanyakan org menyampah..

meluat kot kat org ske menunjuk2 ni..

bkn ko sorang ade pasangan kat dunie ni kan..

rilek2 la nk berkapel pon..

aku pon penah gak..

aku tau rase die cmne..

tp xde plak nk aku tnjuk satu dunie..

rilek2 la nk berkasih pon..

aku x mau ckp mende ni salah ke..

ape ke..

tp xyah berie2 sgt..

gtau satu dunie..

skali x jadik..

ko jugak yang malu BAI..

huhuhu..

okla..

sori 4 everything..

lu pikir la sendiri..huhuu

suka duka cerite sem 2~

2009-04-27T11:58:00.000-07:00

arini aku baru balek dari pahang..

baru sampai ke melake yg terchenta..

chenta la sgt..

hmm..

ngan ini bermakne..

aku dah pon menutup kisah hidup sebagai student tahun 1..

maknenye pasni jadi dak tahun 2 la..

sepanjang sem 2 ni..

aku leh kate yang sem ni sebagai sem yg sgt mengejutkan..

challenging..

penuh ngan cinte dan air mate..

aku pon x sangka sampai gitu kisah sem 2 aku..

sem 2..

maybe wat mase ni..

sem ni yg aku akan paling ingat skali sepanjang idop ni..

dlm sem ni aku byk blaja..

selain blaja mom,de ngan survey..

aku byk blaja tok bersaba..

aku belaja tok menerima kehilangan..

menyayangi & menghargai org..

dalam sem ni jugak aku sedar..

kite xleh nak benci2 org sgt..

sbb akhirnye..

maybe org tu lg baek dr kwn2 kite sendiri..

dari org yg kite sayang..

sem 2 kali ni sgt byk kesahnye..

sgt byk peristiwa..

tp bg aku..

semua ni takdirNya..

dugaan hidup..

Dia penah bg aku kemanisan nekmatNya..

dan mungkin skarang Dia ambil balik..

tok aku tau tinggi rendahnye dunia ni..

aku x ske nk cerita peristiwa2 buruk yg jd dalam sem 2..

sbb byk kot..

n maybe akan singgung perasaan sesape..

aku x mau begitu..

sbb aku pon x suke org guris2 perasaan aku..

bia la perkare yg berlaku ni terus belalu..

dgn memory sem 2 ni..

tp ade gak perkare yg menggembirakan..

bagi diri aku..

sgt2 bermakne..

mungkin mereka2 x faham..

tp aku tau..dan aku yakin..

mereke akan faham jugak....

sem ni jugak aku merasa kehadiran seseorang..

dan aku merasa kehilangan pada masa yg sama..

aku yakin ade hikmah di sebalik sume yg berlaku..

aku pecaye..

mase akan memulihkan segala2nya..

cukupla kot aku nk cite psl sem 2..

hope a better sem 3 will come..

kite tutup kisah sem 2..

ngan seribu memory kite besame..

hipokrit~entry pertame dalam bahase ibunda..

2009-04-27T09:45:00.000-07:00

yeah!!..

setelah beberape lame aku tinggalkan dunie blog ni..

akhirnye aku kembali dengan bahase ibunda..

hehehe..yela kan..da abih da blog 4 english..

but..

sometimes i ll use english also 4 my entry...

huhuhu..

aku datang kali ni ngan tajuk hipokrit..

bile da cakap bahase melayu ni..

senang sket kot nk hentam set2 hipokrit nih..

hehehehe..

based on my true story..

ade la sorang kawan ni..

kawan dalam hidup aku..

skali tengok die..perangai die..

kompem org akan ingat die ni baek..

die lawak..

die hebat..friendly..etc..bla,bla,bla..

nk dicitekan pnye baek la appearance die ni..

smpai aku2 pon tertipu..

serius kawan2..1st time tgk die..

aku pk die ni baek..

aku pon bekawan la ngan membe ni...

aku ske sakat die..ske tgk reaksi die..

memule aku ingat xde ape la kan..

pasal aku anggap die budak baek..

tp at last..

x smpai setahun kot..

perangai sebenar kua jugak..

bak kate pepatah melayu kan..

bangkai gajah xkan leh tutup ngan nyiru..

nak dijadikan cite la..

aku dapat tau dari sumber2 aku..

die ni upenye hipokrit je kuat..

kalo depan org..

layan org baek cm dewa-dewi..

cm die org paling suci dlm dunie ni..

tp blakang kutuk2..bg nickname buruk2 kat org..

ya Allah..perangai ape tu??

bile org cm nk marah die..

die bg 1001 alasan sampai org x jd nk marah..

kawan2,pembace yang dikasihi..

aku pon bkn la nk kesah sgt ngan die ni..

sbb aku tau..

org yg aku cite ni..

kompem pnye ade kutuk aku gak..

even ktorang penah baek..

but what im try to mention here..

jgn la ade perangai busuk cmni..

kite ni manusia..

xleh nk bejalan meninggi diri kat bumi tuhan ni..

xleh nk hipokrit cmtu..

once people know your true colour..

then they will abhor you dear..

kalo da tau perangai sebenar..

makin benci kot org kat kite..

ape gune kite bekawan..

kite mintak tolong..

tp at last..

kite kutuk org tu balek??

kawan2..

jangan la sesekali wat cmtu..

kalo x suke..

xyah nk wat baek kat depan..

kalo benci..

ckp je benci..

seriously..

aku betol2 benci set2 hipokrit ni..

xyah la nk wat cmtu..

hmm..

ok kot..

same2 la kite amek iktibar ye..

yang baek datang dari tuhan..

yang buruk dari diri ini sendiri..

tapi hakikatnye..sume dari tuhan..

daa..

friends-the last entry about this topic..

2009-03-30T21:02:00.000-07:00

actually i am quite bored to post a comment about friends,its relationship and so many things about it. this is relationship is very subjective,and people keep translating it in their own ways, in their own style and language.and other people keep taking advantages behind this pure relationship. the quitely makes profit from their friend, for example, pay less for money they had borrowed, and skip doing work because they think it is their friends, and their friends will not harm them.. even what they do..

i interested with my bestest friend statement in his recent entry.. our best friend today is the worst enemy for tomorrow.. it is a painful reality that everyone should acccept..within this relationship, without realising it, we hold grudge to our own friend,because we are not abe to scold them, to yell at them or even to complaint anything..just because we do not want to hurt them..bit by bit..anger,hate and even jealousy nurtured in us..and we start to avoid our own friend..and sometime, our action hurts our own friends, and they still don't know why we act like that..sounds a little bit cruel but this actually happening in everybody..and in every friendship.

old mans says..we shall not love ones full heartedly, as we will feel the pain double..i used to against this says but things going to happen daily in my life..and i admit now, that this quote is quite true..but for me, we can avoid this things, we just need to become more honest with each other and please.please do not take advantages on your own friends.. this will only make thing worst and worst..

readers, do think about our relationship that we have now..do we realy appriciate it??or we just satisfy with one or two people that close to us only?the answer lies within your mind..

satisfying people heart..

2009-03-24T08:46:00.000-07:00

in our life,we will undergo so many obstacles,tests and challenge..and everytime we need to face it, it will make us stronger,build up our spirits and most importantly,it give us experience..experience to valued the life that we have now..and sometimes, every action that we decide to take,seem will give a good impact in our life..

and yet,sometimes it accidently effect people around us..

belive it or not, in every action that we made, we take precautions so that no feeling will be hurt

we decide everything carefully,and think about it wisely before we made up our mind

but in fact, we just a human, a slave that full of weakness and we are nothing .

we can't even know what people really want from us..and what they expect us to be..

and we always thought that we are just right, and we had satisfied all people around us..

same goes to me,sometimes i really don't understand, why suddenly problems occur in every action i take, and sometimes people become unsatisfied with me..

and just leaving me with bunch of questions in my mind..

is it all my fault??

what have i done??

what should i do??

can everything back to normal??

and as a result, it burdens me ..bit by bit..

i just a human..i repeat.i just a human..

i admit that i cannot satisfied every people around me..

i can't predict what they feel..what they expect from me..

and..

maybe some decision that i made might hurt others..

deep from my heart, i ask for an apology to all people..

where maybe they unsatisfied with me..

please accept my weakness and we accepting each others..

and again..

very sorry to all..

moments that not always come along..

2009-03-15T22:43:00.000-07:00

my memories with them..

our "larian kakom"..hehe

our statue..C4 block..hehe

my bud playing tennis..pali

my practicum guys..H4P2

Being too choosy..is it good?

2009-03-12T06:21:00.000-07:00

everybody in this world trying to get whats best for themselves..everything that they want, they will choose things that they think suit them wel..everything in life from tees, foods, beverages untill their life partner.but what about person being too choosy in their life??and what the worst thing is, they likely to insult things or person that they think not look really good. for me, as a consumer and as a person that will decide my own life..i also make choices, i do select the best thongs for my life..but at the same, i will not try to insult anything that not suit me well. being too choosy, is a very very bad habit, where it might hurt others feeling, make people dislike them and many more..

i kept on thinking why people need to be so choosy, and they will simply insult things or person that they dislike..eventhough people that they insult never,even once, to hurt them.. why this choosy people must punish someone for their weakness?? their weakness was created by dear lord Allah,and as a SLAVE in this world, we should accept whatever weakness in others life, because we ownself have weakness..

being to choosy actually will expose our own weakness instead..while we keep busy judging people,another person will start to find our weakness and they started to judge us.even we did small mistakes in our step,they will crush us down,they consider it as a opportunity for their revenged.as a result, our arrogance actually brought us down and expose ourself to danger.

remember a things, that nobody..i repeat nobody in this world a born as a perfect person..so perfect until they deserve to judge people..and become too choosy. actually, this behaviour is really annoying.so people out ther..go make some changes in your life and accept whatever was created in this world..

a piece of advices for you dear friends..

2009-03-02T05:16:00.001-08:00

dear friend,

we didn't make any expectation that we can know each others and will befriend untill all this happens..but bear in minds dear,that this was fated,we meet and get know each others..this is one of His gift to us..

friend,

we go through so many moment together,we had fun together and we undergo hard time together.every moment we shared together without fear.as it always give us hope to be together all the time..don't you realise friend,how much love that created between us,didn't you see my friends how strong the bond that keep us together..

my friend,

life is not always happy..this is a cunning world,dangerous and full of colours...we as human in His world,will also face all the obstacles and problems..can't you see my lovely friend,how strong we are when we are together,eventhough it is very hard to deal with the situation,we face together and we are protecting each other.this is the result of love we made everytime we are together..

but why my friend,

sometime,you just don't care about our feeling,my feeling..why everytime you need to deal with your problem,your tense..you try to blast it all to your own friends..why my love,what makes you bear to do such cruel act to us..is it too much sin that we had done to you??

why friend,

what make you bear to say mean words to us??is it your own friend always make you angry?bear in mind my lovely friend, we are just a common people..people makes mistake and sometimes the keep making mistake..if true friendship lies in you..then you should have forgiveness act to us your friend..i just want you to know that we will never to say such harsh thing to you,just for one reason..we love you..

friend,

you are looking for perfectionist in your life,you feel anxious when everything was not done according to your plan..remember my friend,we are just a human,full of weakness and not perfect.we know that you are one of the most perfect person in this world,but i just hope you didn't expect us to become as perfect as you..i repeat that we are just human and we are full of imperfection..

my friend,

we never isolate you in our activities,we try so much to get you involve in our plan,as we can share the moment together..but why friend,everything seem not good for you,you just simply dissapoint us,simply refuse to join us..didn't you think what a gigantic dissapointment you give us..hence,you try to go far away from us..is it because we are too disgrace for you??

my lovely friend,

we never expect that hate and anger will break our love bond,and crush every of us..we never ever want this to happen and we use all of our might and patience to avoid it..just know my friend,we are not happy for this thing happen,and we go through hard time since this thing happen..i just want you to know..

remember my friend,

once you lost your own friends,then you will realise what is the meaning of this friendship..and you will know how much we love you..we always try to feel your problem and try to help you..when you lost your own friend and you need to face this cruel world by yourself,you will feel all the pain that you gave us..and when that happen,there is no use to drop your tears and crying even till the end of your life..

just to remind you my friend,

thanks because you used to be such wonderful friend..from today onwards,you are free to do whatever you like..i ask for an apology cause i always become a troublemaker for you..and now,you just follow your own path,decide whatever you like..and we will just follow your flow..i pray sooner or later,you will have a perfect friend just like you..and i pray for your success in your life.till then,bye..

i've been tagged!!

2009-02-28T22:52:00.000-08:00

hehe..dear readers..for your information, i had been tagged by one of my best bud in secondary school..this is the first time ive been tagged and i will reply it..since i want to keep the question original..so this entry will going to be post in malay..to sir shafierul..i sak for your apology because this entry will not going to be in english..

ANAK KUNCI

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kegunaan lain:gune nak koyakkan plastik cikedis atau keropok

PENUTUP PEN

kegunaan asal:nk tutup pen..

kegunaan lain:nak dipatah2 kan..

BOTOL MINERAL

kegunaan asal:nak isi air mineral..

kegunaan lain:jadi tiang gol futsal kat mozac

SELUAR DALAM LAMA

kegunaan asal: nak pakai la...adoi

kegunaan lain:bole dijadikan sapu tangan tok lap idong..haha

LESUNG BATU

kegunaan asal:nak hancurkan cili,bawang dan halia..

kegunaan lain:mampu juge hancurkan kepale org..

LANGSIR

kegunaan asal:perhiasan tingkap,nak elak silau..

kegunaan lain:leh wat baju raye anak disaat2 sesak duit..

KOMPUTER PEJABAT

kegunaan asal:nak wat keje2 office,typing..

kegunaan lain:leh jugak install game futbol manager tok maen dimase2 lapang

DUIT SYILING

kegunaan asal:beli barang2,duit tukar,beli air tin dan gune mesin basuh

kegunaan lain:org gune wat maen spirit of da coin..ish3..

LAMAN BLOG

kegunaan asal:nk share maklumat,kongsi ilmu..

kegunaan lain:sesetengah tu saje nk tnjuk pasangan die..nyampah lak..

teenagers to remain single..this for you~

2009-02-26T10:01:00.000-08:00

when talking about teenagers, love is become the hottest topic in their life.they start to experienced love,to act like a husband or wife and anything related to love..some of them keep discussing about it in order to get a true meaning of love..and others try to avoid it as they know all risks that they should take when they are in love..but you TEENAGERS..i totally agreed with your decision to avoid love or serious relationship at such young ages..but, the question is..do you really avoid it??or you just keep talking rubbish to cover your own act..

dear teenagers,dear friends..one you said you prefer to be single..and you are not ready to have serious relationship..then you should stand your decision..what i mean here is you should take extra care of yourself by avoiding scandals and whatsoever..you can befriend with anyone you like,hang out with your bud..and in your life.. when someone express his feeling to you..then you should stand to your decision, say that you prefer to befriend with him..please teenagers..DON'T GIVE BUNCH OF HOPE TO YOUR ADMIRER,IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO FULFILL HIS REQUEST..

dear teenagers..love is beauty..life is beauty and this period of time is really wonderful.do not make it horrible by your own act..think of yourself and do what is best for you..and for me..i DO NOT wish to remain single in this time..sorry for everything..till we meet again..

my life and all about it..

2009-02-15T20:54:00.000-08:00

its been nineteen years since i was born in this world. its a long but unrealising time. alhamdulillah, thanks to dear Lord Allah to give chances and many experience in all my life untill today. in all my life, i realise that theres a period of time that realy bother me.. it is a short, sharp, painful period in my life..along this time..i feel sad,angry and confuse..confuse about what is the fact of my life..what is my destiny and what is the end of my life..this period give such a burden to me and sometime,it drops my tears.

i try to hide it,try to make the feeling invisible from the public.. i go socialize,play sports and make my ownself busy..but yet,nothing gonna change this feeling. even my friends sometimes notice that i look like to have much problem..thanks dear friends for your concern..but believe me,sometime even i also dont know what my problem is..maybe it just the feeling that realy bother me..

i consider myself lucky to have such wonderful friend,that concern for me..it actually help me to deal with this feeling and daily problem..as for myself..i better try to encounter this problem and continue my life..

my anger and hatreds..

2009-02-10T09:08:00.000-08:00

during my secondary school..

i did had a few best bud that i consider as my own brother...

we have so many good time together..

untill we finished secondary school and further our studies in matriculation..

then one tragedy happens...

the tragedy that change everything..

the tragedy that destroy my relationship with one of my friends..

i dont know why..

untill today..

i still can forget what he had done to me..

and i still hold a grudge to him..

i can't even see his photo..

everytime i look at it..

it makes me abhor him..

i feel so angry..

and i hope that someday i can killed him brutally!!

dear Lord Allah..

what a terrible behaviour that i have..

i am not too strong..

to accept Your test and obstacle..

o Allah..

please nurture within me..

a forgiveness feeling..

and fill my heart with calmness..

may i be Your faithful servant...

water crisis..

2009-02-09T05:24:00.000-08:00

today i start my class week fluently..

i woke up in the morning,perform my subuh prayer and take a bath..

then i went to english and differential equation class this morning..

when i went to the cafetaria to had a lunch with my classmate..

i bumped with my roomate and he told me something..

something that is a nightmare for all students..

its is about u** run out of water AGAIN!!

this problem has been a common crisis in u**..

everytime we run out of water, i need to wake up early in the morning..

rushing to the bathroom and wait for my turn to take bath..

this situation is really annoying and make me really uncomfortable.

this problem make u** a pathethic place for study and to live in..

dear canselor,administration,lecturer,technichian,felo,staff,cleaner and also guard..

please do something for us students..

to avoid water crisis in u**

that is the basic facilities for people..

and we deserve to have it..

please....

new hopes,new goal and new aim..

2009-02-01T17:14:00.000-08:00

today is the first day i start my class after cny holiday..

this means,we are going 10 weeks of classes without any holiday anymore..

and this also means that we will undergo series of tests,quizzes and lastly the final exam..

added with the tight schedule..

this can make ones gone crazy..hehehe..

but for me..i need to start new goal..

i need to do all my best..to encounter this situation..

as i hope that this semester can improve my pointer..

and to finish this semester with flying colours..

it will regain my pride..

for me..and i believe for everybody..

to pass every examination with flying colours is like a dream come true..

things are getting tougher everyday..

with some killer subjects and another factors that may disturb my studies..

but i hope with this new hope that i set..

it will always remind me that..

i should done all my best..

and put so much efforts for this semester..

dear roomates,bae friends and others..

lets put our all out efforts..

to achieved excellent result..not for this semester only..

but for our entire semester in ump.. :)

{ O believers!when it is said to you;make room in assemblies..

then do make room;Allah will make room for you.

and when it is said,'rise up,then rise up;Allah will raise

in degree those of you..

who believes and those who are endowed with knowledge.

and Allah is aware what you are doing{58:11}

~BFF~

2009-01-30T09:45:00.000-08:00

when i enter UMP, i do not expected that i will gifted with the bestest friends that i have today. start from not knowing each others,we start making friends among ourselves and without realising it, we start to love each others and we shared our moments together.we always spend our times together in ump and make every moment that we have are unforgettable. i consider this is among the best gift that Allah had given to me and i really glad to have it..alhamdulillah..

we walked the same path in life and we went through so many experienced together.theres also a sad moment,a little quarrel and misunderstands..but we know that we loved each others and we did not bear to see anyone of us sad or suffer.so,we managed to solve each of our problem together..and we start to make our life full with joy and laugh again..

i really glad to have them as my bestest friends and i hope that this relationship will last forever..till our life ended..we shared the same dream in life and we hope to achieved it together...

"five hands that will shake the world.. :)"

~appearance older than age??~~

2009-01-30T09:22:00.000-08:00

hmm..this incident happen today when i went to the eatery to buy some food.since the eatery is in my neighbourhood..so the owner and the workers know my family well..after i ordered my food and waiting for it to be done..i noticed that the workers took a few glance at me.. i just gave her a smile and continued waiting for my food. after my food done and i about to pay..this incident happens in the dialogues between me and the worker..

worker: are the last time to come is your younger brother?

me:no, im the younger one.he's my older brother..

worker:so you the younger one?

me:yes..err,can i pay now?

worker:yeah,sure..here's the bill...

i paid for the bill and i went back to my house. on my way, i kept thinking how come the worker thought that i am the older one..is it because that i am to messy that made her thought i'm the older one or my attire look so out dated..this things keep rolling in my mind until i reach home..

but when i think back,this incident make me realise that as time pass by,we're getting older.how much time in my life that we spent to make our life meaningful??we should live our life to the fullest while we can.age is a matter of numbers only and what the most important things is how we make our life memorable and meaningful..so cheer up and start ur life with cheerful and joy!!

~realising something within me~

2009-01-29T08:12:00.000-08:00

Today is the 7th day since my holiday

but when i woke up this morning..

i feel really anxious..

lots of questions keep rolling in my minds..

my feeling getting weird..

and i become uncomfortable..

deep inside my feelings..its getting pain..

i feel like been conceal by darkness..

{and not be sluggish and neither be grieved,

you are the very same who shall overcome

if you have faith{3:139}

then suddenly..

i feel energised again..

i feel very relieved..

thanks to my family..

for giving me continous support..

and to all my friends..

i really love you all..

love:my opinion,my point of view..my believes..

2009-01-28T08:38:00.000-08:00

love..when talking about love, i believes that all of us will get interested to hear, to give their opinions and to feel love itself. and love is such a feeling that a gift from dear lord to all human. but how people nowadays describe love and how they applied it in daily life??love will makes one blinds,will changes ones attitude and sometimes love will killing.we often hear that teenagers run from their home to follow their lover and another social crime related with love. my opinions, this is clearly a wrong ways of loving and should be avoided by each people.

but there is something that we didn't realize when we are in love. a mistake that we never realized it. and we only think about that after we lose someone we love because of a quarrel or whatsoever. the biggest mistake that i mean is our attitude towards our people around us. when we are in love, we automatically ignored people around us, although we never think that we will do such thing, it seem like to come naturally. people in love try to take careof his spouse feeling even sometimes they might hurt their own friends feelings. what a such horrible attitude appears in their life. what make it worse it, they not feel guilty as long as they able to make their spouse happy.

i strongly believes that friends and lover are stand in the same level in everyone life. both people will try their best to help us,to love us as mush as they can.but what makes me little sad is friends are always been ignored for the sake of loves. why certain lovers can't admit the relationship between friends is also some kind of love and should be appreciate??

i am giving my opinion based on my experienced as a lover and also as friend who feel isolated by my friends who are in loves.when i am in loves, i got a quarrel with my own bestfriends just to make my spouse happy with me.and i am willing to accept any punishment from others just to protect her. but once she dump me, i start to realized that i had done lot of wrong things and i start to regret it. although i really love her, but what wrong doing is still wrong. and my experienced as a friends, i feel really sad when my own friends ignored my advices just for his lover. and same goes to me,he also dumped by that girl. those are example of serious mistake that we had done because we are not showing love in a correct ways.

love is such a great feeling..born from people heart and bring hapiness to our life. i do believes in loves and i do looking for true love in my life. but we should not spoil this pure feelings by hurting another peeple around us.try to love others as much as we can and as a reward, we will be loved by others too.thats the true hapiness that we looking for actually...for words which might hurts..i ask for an apology...thank you..

A story of my wonderful friend..

2009-01-28T06:49:00.000-08:00

i still remembered when i first enter my class after 'minds' week at University Malaysia Pahang. the condition is very quite as we still did not know each other. i took a very long glance at everyone in my class and tried to remembered each of them. suddenly, i seen a girl in the corner of the class, looked shy and innocent, wearing blouse patiently wait for the lecturer to enter the class. at first, i just ignored her because i frequently thinked about my life as a university students, my lessons and many more.

What makes me get more interest to know this girl is during our class, she was called in front because our lecturer wanted to show us how to use university's website and she was chosen to show us the correct way to use the website. and again i saw her, i noticed that she look smart and quite pretty also.. looked very pure yet a little bit clumsy. i become attracted when looking her clumsy action in front of the class. i become eager to know her and hope that i able to know her as soon as possible.

finally, i got my chance to greet that evening. while we were waiting for next classes, i took a chance to get her and start talking to her. i asked where she from, from which matriculation she came and many more. she answered all my questions with bashful act. maybe because we just know each other. then we went to the class and back to the hostel. deep inside, i feel so reliefed because finally i got my chance to know her.and that moment became the turning point for us and we become friends untill now.

since i know her and befriend with her, i realised that she actually a very jovial person.she also very kind and always help me when i need it the most. she a little bit naughty as she always tease me when we had a chat or discussion. what the best thing of her is she is very funny. everybody will enjoy talking and laughing with her. she has every reason for people to befriend with her and to love her.

Don't judge a book by its cover..that is the best quote that i can describe her. she maybe look snobbish as now she always get mad at me. but actually she totally different. she is a kind hearted, funny and a very smart girl.i really love to hear she speaking in english because she can speak fluently and has a very good pronounciations. as a friend to her, i really glad to know her and hope that this friendsip will last forever..or if god wills, somethings better will come up after this..huhuhu..kidding..

to her, thanks for being such wonderful friends for me.and i really appriciate that..thank you..

the blog and me..

2009-01-20T00:45:00.000-08:00

hi everyone..
this is my very first entries in this blogspot and also my very first experience as a blogger. seriously, i never think that someday i will also write a blog because i did not have any intention to write a blog before. thanks to technical english class because its open the path for me to present my life in more modern and safe ways. i hope that all the entries that will be post in my blogspot will remind us and also myself what is the fact the life and help us to face all the challenges as a human in this cunning world.